Snorting cocaine off the hood of a car.
Wandering around dark streets by yourself.
Buying a bus pass.
Slicing up your arms like a fucking loser.
Drinking way too much coffee.
Thinking your words meant something.
Realizing your words mean nothing.
Trying to make people understand.
Trying to make people care.
Eating only a very few specific foods.
Weak and older.
Adulthood coming soon.
Middle age coming soon.
They're playing love songs on the radio tonight.
- I need a word to change my life.