emotionsickness (intothepavement) wrote,

the girl in bed

"Sometimes I have all these things I want to say and they feel magnificent in my head but then I let my mind wander and I forget how to say them so then when I’m talking to someone and they want me to say something clever and interesting I can’t because I’ve let myself wander off into this wilderness where there’s no thought or feeling just light and space , and I’m just in this huge dense wood where I’ve forgotten how to say beautiful things, sometimes I want to say so much I just can’t find the words. So I don’t say anything and people think I’m stupid or I say too much and they think I’m crazy, or I don’t write back to people like I should and they think I’m rude, I find it too easy to get lost in myself."
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